after smoking over 30 cigarettes for the last 24 hours and drinking massive amounts of red bull, i finished with the last assignment of the semester. on balance, i don't feel any smarter than 4 months ago or more knowledgeable for that matter. on the other hand, it's getting clearer in my mind. i mean the picture for the future. definitely not a career in academia. i think i have to have a good rest this winter combined with some preliminary research for my bachelor thesis for next semester. hopefully, some sort of a job or internship for the summer and then, again hopefully, master's in leiden. but future is too far. plans are helpful guides but as we all know most of the time they don't come true. we just tend not to follow them.
nothing interesting as usual. i wonder why i keep bothering writing this stuff, probably cuz after 0.5l of red bull falling asleep is not an easy task. which reminds me i haven't smoked a fag in some time. which leads me to the conclusion that i might put some pants on and go downstairs to light one.
one advice to the few people who will cause permanent damage to their brains by following my blog - don't mix energizing liquids with inspiration. the result is an essay done hours before planned and a sleepless and boring night. boring cuz as usual is a lonely night. not that i am not used to them but still... whatever never mind as the poet said once in the 90's.
last, the important thing is that i am fucking done!!! essay will be edited one more time before sent to be graded but it is done. done. done!!! and btw: Hard Candy is an awesome movie. fuck yeah!
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